reminiscing

Something I have noticed recently:  I am most comfortable when talking with friends about the past and our shared experiences. In fact, I seem to spend most of my time talking about the past as an attempt to re-live good times. As the future is full of so much uncertainty and the present is so painful, reminiscing about the past is where I feel most at ease.

Of course, Chris and I remain hopeful. But the past is certain. It happened. And sadly, I was a happier person way back when…

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2 responses to “reminiscing

  • meghanoc

    oh yes, sometimes it is sooo hard to live in the present and future. We understand how much we can’t foresee the future- some people can take comfort in that unknown, but I feel like once you’ve lost a baby you can never feel that way. I understand that need to re-live the past- for sure times of happiness. you are not alone in that.

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